Daddy!!!

I found my own new Daddy! Finally! You could say that it was a miracle or fate or Karma. What ever the case may be I found him or he found me and we are now together. I love him dearly. It was so worth the time and wait.  I will keep updates but so far it has been wonderful. Did I mention that it has been more than online. We have met and spent two weeks together , the best time of my life!

Something New in SL

Today, I am on my second day at a new sim. I found it to be a little ostentatious with it's very formal feel but I still enjoy the people. They are extremely nice and  they have a good time just chitchatting.  I have to go shopping though. I suppose another excuse to shop is never a bad thing. I will get some knee length dresses and pant suits to round out my closest a bit.

Sharing Your Points of Veiws

Throwing your views out into the universe , we have to remember that there are others who may or may not read what you write. Often, we say things that we are thinking but sometimes what we are thinking isn't positive , loving or uplifting.  Maybe we need to reevaluate at times, Slow down and read what we right, think about what we say.  That is what the backspace is for, Edit! 

 I know I need to work on my Communication! I am not the best at verbally relating to people. Just take a few minute to get to know me before making assumptions. I really do have a heart of gold. In the mean time, I promise to take more time to edit what I say to be a little nicer and knowing that I have a tendency to be overly honest, I will promise to live by the rule " if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all."! I will learn how to hold my tongue and when asked for my opinions, I will always remind people that I have problems with truth telling. If they don't want my very most honest opinions to please don't ask me  what I think. I will tell the truth.

Today's thoughts!

“I'm afraid that sometimes you'll play lonely games too. Games you can't win 'cause you'll play against you.”

―Dr. Seuss


I am afraid that something require me to put my foot down. One of those is crossing my second life into my real life. I want to find love in second life. I am not afraid of that. There are things in my real life i just can't mix into my lifestyle I choose , not now when things have finally settled.
So I am afraid that as soon as I get close I start building walls. I think I need a Daddy who is strong, Understand D/s and is willing understand some of my limitations and yet still love me for all the things that make me as special I know I am. One day I know I will find that amazing someone.

“You'll get mixed up, of course, as you already know. You'll get mixed up with many strange birds as you go. So be sure when you step. Step with care and great tact and remember that Life's a Great Balancing Act. Just never forget to be dexterous and deft. And never mix up your right foot with your left.” 

 ―Dr. Seuss

Walk Slower , Daddy...

"Walk a little slower, Daddy", She said so small. "I'm following in your footsteps, And I don't want to fall. Sometimes your steps are very fast, Sometimes they're hard to see; So walk a little slower, Daddy, For you lead me. Someday, I want to be all you would like me to be. And I want to believe in you and know you are true. So, walk a little slower, Daddy, For I must follow you.....".

Name into Positive Adjectives!

A friend of mine from SL had a really Amazing idea!
Turn your name into positive adjectives! ( Thank you Fifi- you know who you are)

so here is my name - April and i have to think of positives....

A = Adorable

P = Pert

R = Romantic

I = Independent 

L= Lovable 

I think these are the words that suit me best. I hope that others can agree!

A Quote I Saw...

" Submissives may have thick skins But they have weaker hearts  Fuck them roughly  But love them tenderly."

This is a quote that I got from a random Dom in Sl. Although the sentiment seems sincere I think many could argue that no submissive has a weak heart?

I believe they would be right too. A Submissive , with out doubt has to be strong and self confident. Capable of self control and full of love and devotion. All of these things make a submissive strong, independent and very able people! So , while you are fucking her hard, please remember that the heart that lays under  is both strong and beats loudly! Love her thoroughly both physically and mentally and she will give that back to you ten fold.