Here is a Thought I had randomly today....

I am not so bad to look at . I might be small figure and a carrot top , but so what. I am sure there are other out there who might like what I look like, so I must be doing OK.. Even some who tell me kindly that they think I am okay to look at that often makes me happy.

Collars and Collaring...

I think that collars are a totally amazing way to symbolize the uniting of two people. I think that they make an online experience such as SL or IRC a beautiful way to profess mutual need and desire to be together.  A wonderful way to explore, educate and bond together...

All i ask is that if you choose to become collared , please remember it is a long term choice and not easily removed. A heart should never be fickle. All Relationships require tons of work.

So I am a completely enraptured with Twilight!

                                 Fluffy Teenage Love!

Yes I said it. I love Twilight. The Movies AND the books. I think Edward might be a little over protective but what girl doesn't want her knight in shining armor and if he can offer up immortality and love forever then you are looking at the best type of happily every after....

Maybe I am a romantic at heart.

or Maybe I just like fluffy reading with lots of young love.

or Maybe it is just vampires, werewolves and all the things that go bump in the night.

No Drama?...

If there's any one phrase that's way overused in  profiles it's 'No Drama Please' .

Although the word drama is mainly used for literature and theater to portray life stories involving conflict and emotion, dictionary entries also list drama as: a state, situation, or series of events involving intense conflict of forces.

We ALL have had experiences of drama in one form or another in our lives: the loss/death of someone close, financial woes and loss of possessions, hell, divorce; for example.

Who of us is so much more perfect that we have no dramatic tales, and then have the audacity to request that our potential other be without it as well?

Being involved in some drama is good character training, refines us, makes us strong and extremely appreciative of the drama-less times.So before using that way overused phrase in your profile: show me a person who has never been involved in life drama and I'll show you a person who will tuck tail, whimper and run at the first sign of trouble.

Pandas Rock!..

So If you know me then you know that I am a HUGE fan of pandas. The day that World of Warcraft came out with the Pandaran, I switched all my played character to the race. Nothing is cuter that the gorgeous black and white face. The cutest marks over the eyes. I am not saying I don't love ferrets and raccoons because I so do. I am just saying that I adore pandas! They just look so plushie and squishy and cuddly! ADORABLE!

 They look so playful!!!


Don't you just want to pick one up and cuddle him close? Well, I think we should all have a panda a day, it will keep the blues away!

Finding The "ONE"....

So Life is Full of Surprises....

I walk in and out of my days not knowing what I will be doing next.  I know that i seek to be loved deeply and passionately. I just don't understand how someone who isn't free to do so  thinks that it is okay to say they will. I have to love myself. That requires me to have morals and to be upstanding. That means I need to stop letting people play me like a fool. I am just so trusting that I let people lead me around. It is time to start doing my own leading for myself for once. I am a strong minded person. There isn't a reason I need to let other people tell me what is good , moral and right. I know the answer to those questions. Now it is time to put it to good use. Let's go out into the world and find a Daddy who will loves me for all the little things that make me who I am!

Where Friends Come in Handy...

“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You too? I thought I was the only one.”
― C.S. Lewis

Today. I dealt with emotions raw and deep. It took good friends to listen to me bitch and moan. I have compromised relationships and still they stick them out with me. I am truly amazed at how people can be sincerely good. They honestly only want what is best for you and rarely are they intentionally devious. I think that we often lead our selves into pits and traps and let our self fall into them. I made my mistake. I let someone who meant the world to me go. I hope that doesn't happen again.  I want to hold on to the thing that I love tightly and I won't let it go. I have to make priorities. I need to understand that I have to let those close to me into my whole life. Let's hope that I don't make the same mistakes. I never want this to happen again. It took friends to help me to see that I am worth more than just what appears outside...