Finding The "ONE"....

So Life is Full of Surprises....

I walk in and out of my days not knowing what I will be doing next.  I know that i seek to be loved deeply and passionately. I just don't understand how someone who isn't free to do so  thinks that it is okay to say they will. I have to love myself. That requires me to have morals and to be upstanding. That means I need to stop letting people play me like a fool. I am just so trusting that I let people lead me around. It is time to start doing my own leading for myself for once. I am a strong minded person. There isn't a reason I need to let other people tell me what is good , moral and right. I know the answer to those questions. Now it is time to put it to good use. Let's go out into the world and find a Daddy who will loves me for all the little things that make me who I am!

Where Friends Come in Handy...

“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You too? I thought I was the only one.”
― C.S. Lewis

Today. I dealt with emotions raw and deep. It took good friends to listen to me bitch and moan. I have compromised relationships and still they stick them out with me. I am truly amazed at how people can be sincerely good. They honestly only want what is best for you and rarely are they intentionally devious. I think that we often lead our selves into pits and traps and let our self fall into them. I made my mistake. I let someone who meant the world to me go. I hope that doesn't happen again.  I want to hold on to the thing that I love tightly and I won't let it go. I have to make priorities. I need to understand that I have to let those close to me into my whole life. Let's hope that I don't make the same mistakes. I never want this to happen again. It took friends to help me to see that I am worth more than just what appears outside...

Daddy's and BabyGirls...

Little or baby girl

An adult , usually female who needs , craves , desires , and seeks a Parental/child type relationship . Which is not related to incest or taboo sex . Even tho most have sex with their Parental relationship , but not while in LITTLE / BABYGIRL mode . As an adult " little " generally they do not wish to have sex with their Daddy. They just need that Father figure type to worry over them , fuss over them , take care of them and wipe away tears. Make them feel secure when they are frightened , and that means ALL fears , not what He feels should be my only fear.

Wikipedia defines:

Age-play

Ageplay or age play is a form of role playing in which an individual acts or treats another as if they were a different age. The practice can be regressive, in which the goal is to re-experience childhood, or sexual, recreating a sexual relationship with people of the pretend or true ages. Generally this can involve someone pretending to be younger than they actually are, but more rarely can involve assuming an older role.　

Non sexual Age-play

In non-sexual age play, people act as if they were a different age without the involvement of sexual acts, often with the goal of reliving childhood. This longing to go back to a certain age and time of a person's life is often connected with nostalgia.Age play is also commonly done by children when they play games such as "house" and take on roles of a nuclear family, which typically consists of a father, mother, a child or children, and/or a baby.

This is written by a Daddy Dom:

Transactional Analysis talks about three roles. The child mode is able to play, and be good, seeking security from the parent. The parent protects and loves the child. To live a healthy life you should be function at various times in all of these roles. DD creates an arena for two people to function in an atmosphere for fun and security for the submissive and where her dominant protects and guides her. This relationship affirms needs and identities for both participants and works best in a context of love and trust. Ideally this is only part of the relationship between the two parties and they often also relate sometimes as adult to adult or even child to child playing and enjoying all the possibilities, even though DD is the foundation of what they have. There is something sacred and idyllic about this form of bsdm power exchange. It creates a magical world for 2 people to love & grow in different ways. Legitimate Daddy Doms oppose all predatory conduct and support SL terms of service accordingly. .

She's a nerdy girl...!

Oh yeah , she likes it all!

I know , I know! World of Warcraft, Star Wars The Old Republic, Star Trek Online. You name it  I more than likely have tried it. I love gaming. Table top  is a Win, Dungeon and Dragons, how do you like it ... online , on paper  or are you a larp'er. Yes, I did say LARP!  Table top action , any one. Oh yeah, I have only about a ton of fantastic , self painted  warhammer  figurines.  I think gaming is a way to bring out that roleplayer in you. It helps further your imagination. Did I happen to mention "IT'S FUN!" So go on girls get out there and get your gamer on!